Possum In Kentucky Artist's Mural Reveals Complicated Connection To Marsupial's Symbolism

Scavenger. Trash animal. Chicken killer. Hero. People here in Appalachia have lots of feelings when it comes oppossums — or “possums” as some people call them. A town in Harlan County, Kentucky found this out first-hand when they decided to feature a possum on a mural in their downtown.

It was a clear, sunny day in May and Lacy Hale was putting the finishing touches on a mural destined for a brick wall in downtown Harlan, Kentucky.

Panels of mural fabric sprawled across the floor of Lacy’s workspace. She walked barefoot, bent over, creating sweeping brushstrokes of vibrant greens and deep purples. 

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Lacy Hale puts the finishing touches on the mural in her workspace in Whitesburg, Kentucky before it is installed in Harlan, Kentucky.

“You know, possums are everywhere. You see them all the time when you’re driving around,” Lacy explained. “They kill ticks, they kill snakes. They’re North America’s only marsupial. So I thought they were super cool animals.”

 

Lacy worked with high school students and other community partners on the project, which was spearheaded by Southeast Kentucky Community & Technical College’s Appalachian Program. Robert Gipe, a staff member of the Appalachian Program, explained that they sought community input on the mural design. “We did a long community engagement process for several months, and we had people giving us ideas for murals all over the county,” Robert said.

 

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Community partners Carrie Billett (left) and April Collins (right) install the mural on the side of Sassy Trash, a retail shop owned by April and her husband Paul Collins in Harlan, Kentucky.

Based on that input, they chose local plants and animals as the mural’s theme. They decided to feature pokeweed as a nod to Harlan’s annual Poke Sallet Festival, which celebrates a dish made from the plant’s leafy greens.

 

Lacy researched pokeweed and found that it relies on certain animals to spread its seeds.

“One of the biggest proponents of that was the possum, when I was reading about it,” Lacy said. Possums are one of the only mammals that can tolerate the berries’ toxins.  

 

In the mural, a baby possum hangs by its tail from the pokeweed’s purple stem.

 

‘There Were Just a Lot of Feelings’

 

This isn’t the first time that possums have been favorably featured in eastern Kentucky’s music and art. For example, WMMT-FM, out of Whitesburg, is fondly nicknamed “Possum Radio.” But not everybody feels so warmly toward these creatures.

 

 

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A painting of a possum hovers above the on-air studio at WMMT-FM in Whitesburg, Kentucky, which is nicknamed “Possum Radio.”

When Knott County, Kentucky, named the possum their official animal in 1986, some took offense. In a letter to the editor of the local paper, one reader wrote:

“My personal opinion is that an opossum is a very low and unintelligent animal. A scavenger is a better word. This action insults the intelligence of our county and Appalachian area, which we should all love.” 

 

When Robert showed a draft of the mural to college students in his Appalachian Studies class, the possum caused a bit of a stir. 

“They felt that this possum would be perceived as a representation of our community and of them. And that they had had negative associations with possums due to [it] often being found dead in the road and in their trash cans. Maybe its rodent-like nature, that seemed to come up in some of the students’ responses. But there were just a lot of feelings,” Robert said.

 

When Lacy heard about some of the negative reactions to the possum, she was surprised. 

“I was completely shocked because I’ve never really encountered anybody that’s been so vehemently against an animal being in a piece of artwork.”

 

Lacy learned that people associate possums with negative stereotypes about hillbillies that often appear in popular media. For example, the 1960s television show The Beverly Hillbillies regularly featured bits about eating possum.

 

‘They’re Resilient’

 

But increasingly, artists from within the region are turning those negative associations inside out. Artists like Raina Rue, the creative force behind Juniper Moon Folk Arts. Raina’s currently based in Winchester, Kentucky, but hails from Irvine.

 

 

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Raina Rue, of Juniper Moon Folk Arts, sifts through a suitcase full of pins that she designs and makes at her home in Winchester, Kentucky.

She describes her work as “a weird ‘lil hodgepodge of rural queer art you can wear.” Her pins feature pawpaws, rainbows and morel mushrooms, with phrases like “homegrown in the holler,” and “kudzu queer.”  

 

“My top sellers are my possums. I sell more possums than anything else. Which I love. It makes me so happy,” Raina said. 

Some of the possums are cute and cuddly, some look tough and ornery. One hangs from a rainbow flag by its tail, another sports a red bandana around its neck.  

 

 

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Amid pins that feature images and words of rural-ness and queer-ness is a possum pin, all by Raina Rue of Juniper Moon Folk Arts.

Raina’s favorite possum design is her most recent. 

“He’s punk and he’s wearing a vest that says homesick on the back and he’s crying and smoking a cigarette in a trashy alley.”  Raina calls him the Homesick Possum. “It’s kind of like a little ode to displaced country folk,” Raina said.

It’s also a tribute to Appalachia’s DIY arts and punk communities, some of which are embracing the underdog animal as a kind of mascot. 

 

For Raina, the misunderstood possum is more than just a cute, weird little creature. 

“They’re resilient, they don’t need any sort of special surroundings to live in. They can live under a truck, or in the woods in a hole in a tree. And I guess I can relate resiliency, scrappiness, all those things to where I come from and the kind of people that I come from.”

 

Lacy also hopes more people will begin to think possums are awesome. “I would like to see them appreciated for what they are,” she said.

 

And her wish seems to be coming true, as possums are popping up on jewelry and T-shirts, as tattoos, in memes that possum fans share on social media, and on the now-colorful wall in downtown Harlan.

 

As Lacy put it, “Possums are in, possums are it, possums are the thing.”

 

This story is part of the Inside Appalachia Folkways Reporting Project, a partnership with West Virginia Public Broadcasting’s Inside Appalachia and the theFolklife Program of the West Virginia Humanities Council.  

The Folkways Reporting Project is made possible in part with support from Margaret A. Cargill Philanthropies to the West Virignia Public Broadcasting Foundation.  Subscribe to the podcast to hear more stores of Appalachian folklife, arts, and culture.

 

 
 

Former Blackjewel Miners End Railroad Blockade In Kentucky

The nearly two-month blockade of a Kentucky railroad track is coming to an end as unpaid coal miners end their protest in order to take new jobs, start classes, or move away from their coal-dependent communities.

When coal company Blackjewel abruptly declared bankruptcy in July, it left some 1100 Appalachian coal miners in Kentucky, Virginia, and West Virginia without pay. On July 29, five miners blockaded a train full of coal preparing to leave a Blackjewel facility in Harlan County, Kentucky. The miners’ rallying cry was “No Pay, No Coal.”

But after 59 days on the tracks, the protest is coming to an end.

Felicia Cress is married to a former Blackjewel miner, and has been at the protest since the first day.

“This happened because we got shafted, which happens all the time,” Cress said. “You got these rich people that s*** on these poor people, and people just overlook it.”

She said even though her family has to move on, the relationships forged through the protest will stay with her.

“It was a bad situation that made us come together, stay there day and night, through the rain, through the blazing sun,” she said. “We have now friendships, you know, we have a bond.”

Felicia’s husband is currently looking for work. She said her bank has threatened to foreclose on her home unless she finds money for her mortgage payment by Saturday.

Hundreds of Blackjewel miners in Kentucky and Virginia have still not been paid. But the protesters can claim some important victories.

West Virginia miners received owed wages earlier this month. The protest drew international attention, helped win miners a portion of their back pay, and highlighted the state’s failure to collect bond payments from companies like Blackjewel, as the law requires.

The train load of coal the miners blocked will remain where it is until a ruling from a West Virginia bankruptcy judge. That ruling is expected in October.

Conclusion to Derek Akal's Struggle to Stay, Part Four

This is the last part of our Struggle to Stay series, and the final chapter of Derek Akal’s Struggle to Stay. Derek, 22, is from a coal-camp town called Lynch, in Harlan County, Kentucky. If you haven’t caught his earlier stories, here’s a quick recap: Derek says he wants to leave eastern Kentucky to find work. A few years ago, he moved away on a college football scholarship, but then a neck injury led him to move back home. 

We learned that a combination of dreams, booms, busts, and racist violence have led Derek’s ancestors and many members of Lynch’s African-American community to move away, generation after generation.

The last time we heard from Derek, he was planning to move to California.

But to do that, he needs to save up enough money.

Many Jobs in California

Derek first got the idea to move out west when he heard that there were jobs working on oil rigs.

“The oil industry is like the coal mines down here, but the only thing that’s different is the oil rigs are going crazy,” Derek said.

Derek visited California over New Years, and once he got there, he learned about other jobs he could get in the energy industry, like working to produce solar and wind energy.

He also learned about job opportunities in the world of fashion. 

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Derek Akal

“I can get down with a modeling job down there, and make as much money as a coal miner easily,” Derek said.               

Few Jobs in Harlan County

I met up with Derek in January, soon after he came back from California. I went to the house he was living in with his mom, grandma, and little brother. Derek told me that visiting California had made him even more committed to finding a way to move there.

“I’m gonna be leaving in the summer, before June 12th,,” Derek said. “All I gotta do is just get some money, get a plane ticket, then I’m already there.”

But January turned into March. Then June came and went. The only reliable income Derek could find came with his uncle’s pair of hair clippers.

But it wasn’t making him the money he needed to buy a car and move across the country. 

California Dreams Postponed

“Today would be the day that I’d be going to California,” Derek said in late summer.

Derek had just done another big round of job applications, and even got a new buzzcut, in hopes that it would help him get hired. He had been growing his hair out for months, and he loved the towering curls that used to rise off the top of his head. At one point in our conversation, Derek happened to look at a picture of himself from before he cut off his hair. He told me that just looking at it made him sad.

“I’m telling you, every time, I just miss my hair even more. I had to cut it off for the job search cause everybody kept saying, ‘Oh man, your hair’s in the way.’ ”

Even with short hair, Derek still couldn’t find any steady work. But he stayed hopeful, and he made the most of a beautiful summer. He wasn’t making much money, but he had time to spend with his family, and to enjoy the natural beauty of Harlan County.

“I’ve literally been all over these mountains — fishing, snake hunting. That’s really where I spend most of my time at, is on Black Mountain.”

Thoughts on the Mountaintop

The top of Black Mountain, just above Lynch, is the highest point in Kentucky. The next time I visited Derek, that’s where we went.

You can see pretty far into Virginia from the overlook, and most of the view is forested ridgelines, but there’s one big area that dominates the view, and looks more like a moonscape.

It’s a mountaintop removal site.

This overlook is one of Derek’s favorite spots, and he doesn’t mind seeing the mine.

“Looking over where that strip mine is at, even though they killed that mountain, it’s still beautiful to me.”

For Derek, part of the beauty is in the possibility he sees in the big flat area that coal mining left behind.

“If they put some wind fields up in these mountains, I’m telling you, then, I think business would be booming. Literally just cover that up, right there with wind or solar.” 

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Derek Akal standing atop one of the mountains in his home of Harlan County, KY

But that’s not what’s happening.

“All the kids that I grew up with you know, we all leaving because there’s no jobs here. But, without coal, you know the town is just going to be a ghost town.”

Change of Plans

Derek and I went to the top of Black Mountain in July 2017, and by that point, Derek had given up on finding a job in Harlan County. He’d moved on to another backup plan.

“Around here, there’s just nothing here, so I’m just gonna pack up and go to Georgia.”

Derek has family and friends who’ve moved from Lynch to the Atlanta area. He has an Aunt who offered to let him stay at her house, and help him get a job nearby, so that he could save the money he needs to move to California.

I could hear a tinge of sadness in Derek’s voice when he reflected on what it would mean to leave. “This week will be my last week down here,” Derek said, “but I’m gonna be visiting like crazy though, cause I’m a really big momma’s and grandma’s boy, and I love my brother to death so I can’t leave him.”

Georgia

The next few months Derek kept busy in Atlanta — working and saving money. I caught up with him by phone in early November, about 10 months after he started trying to save up enough money to move out West.

After we said hello, I asked Derek how he was doing.

“It’s been crazy, [I] can tell you that,” Derek said.

He’s been in Georgia for about two months. He’s been living outside Atlanta with his aunt, working for a power company, and hanging out with Vince, the friend he’s planning to move to California with.

Derek tells me, things had been going pretty smoothly until this last week. That’s when he learned that his boss had been pocketing some of the money he was supposed to have gotten. He quit that job, so he’s currently unemployed, but he says he’s already got leads for a new job. And he’s still planning to move to California. 

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Several years ago, Derek suffered a football injury when he was still in high school. He says his grandfather inspired him to play and to dream of finding success.

“Oh yeah, most definitely, I’m gonna be leaving soon, probably like in January or February. What I’m basically doing is working to get my ticket and everything, and to get a car. Even though my boss owes me money, which I’m gonna get, I’ve been saving up quite a bit of money, so I’m doing good with that.”

Reflecting on The Struggle to Stay

Derek tells me, the response he’s gotten from people hearing his story has also helped him to feel good about how things are going.

“There’s been a lot of people that messaged me and talk about how much I inspired them. It’s people that I don’t even know, and they’re telling me about their situations and stuff like that, what they want to do. It’s like the people that are scared to do something message me, who are scared to go out their comfort zones.”

“I just tell them to never give up,” Derek said. “Never give up on your dreams, cause I’m still on my dreams, and I’m not far from them. You just got to have the patience to chase your dreams. Because it’s not always gonna come to you just so quick. And like I say, always have a couple plans with you, because there’s always going to be some situations that’s going to switch up your dreams.” 

Derek Akal’s Struggle to Stay was produced by Benny Becker, from WMMT in Whitesburg, Kentucky; and the Ohio Valley ReSource. The ReSource is made possible with support from the Corporation for Public Broadcasting. Music in the audio version of this story was provided by James and Emma Meadows, and Marisa Anderson. Click here to listen to all 26 stories from our website.

‘Will the Circle Be Unbroken?’ — Derek Akal’s Struggle to Stay, Part Two

This is chapter two of Derek Akal’s Struggle to Stay. In the first chapter, we met a young man from Harlan County, Kentucky, who thought a college football scholarship was going to be his ticket out. But a serious neck injury led Derek to drop out and move back home. 

Strange Names of Derek’s Home

Generation after generation, people in Derek’s family have felt pressure to move away from home. The struggle to stay is a central part of Derek’s family history and the history of his hometown, a little place called Lynch.  Derek told me he wishes the town had a different name, but it doesn’t bother him much.

Lynch wasn’t named for a historical lynching, it was actually named after Thomas Lynch. He was an executive at US Steel—  the company that built this coal-camp town back in 1917. At the time, it was the largest company-owned town in Kentucky. Today, there are yard signs posted all around Lynch to let everyone know that the town is celebrating 100 years of existence, here at the foot of Kentucky’s highest peak, which also happens to be named Black Mountain.

“Black mountain, live in Lynch, in a black community,” Derek mused. “What can you say?”

Memory and the African-American Experience

I asked Derek if he knew much about his family’s history, and how they’d come to live in Lynch. He told me that his grandma and his mom don’t talk about it much. He said I should instead ask his cousin, Karida Brown.  

Karida, is a visiting professor at the University of North Carolina Chapel Hill, and full-time sociology professor the University of California at Los Angeles. She’s done a lot of research about how generations of African-Americans have moved in and out of coal towns like Lynch— she’s actually writing a book about it.

Here’s how Derek describes her: “She does a lot of interviews around here. Everybody knows who she is. One thing that everybody loves about her is her hair. It’s like really poofy and curly, just beautiful. I love it. I’m trying to get my hair like hers —  big and natural.”

Karida told me she’s not surprised that Derek hasn’t heard much about how his family first came to Lynch because as she said, “Memory is a very complicated thing with the African-American experience.”

Karida explained that talking about history can be really sensitive if it means you have to think about slavery—  “a historical catastrophe, a shattering of who you are and where you come from. You don’t always want to be remembering that.”

Karida told me that for her and Derek’s family, “origin stories started in Kentucky….parents weren’t necessarily trying to tell…what they endured to get there.”

Even though it’s not something Derek’s talked about much, I think that if you want to understand Derek’s struggle to stay, you have to understand that many parts of his struggle are forces that his family has been dealing with for generations.

“This has been a story of African-American struggle and striving that we can trace through American history, because we’re always getting kicked out or moved from where we settle down,” Karida said.

So, now we’re going to speed through a hundred years of Derek’s family history. 

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Derek Akal with his grandmother and mom

The Origin Story

“How the hell did all these black folks get to Harlan County, Kentucky?” Karida asked rhetorically, before she started to answer. She explained that as the U.S. became involved in World War I, there was a huge need for steel. To make steel, you need hot-burning coal like the kind found in Harlan County.

Once railroad companies pushed their way into eastern Kentucky, mining started to boom and companies desperately needed more workers than they could find living here in the hills. So, mining companies like the one that owned Lynch sent labor agents far and wide to recruit coal miners. One place where they recruited was Alabama, where Derek’s great-granddad came from.

Karida explains that for African-Americans living in Alabama, the early 1900s were a tough time.

“Leaving Alabama,” Karida said, “was more of an escape.”

Slavery had technically been abolished, but many African-Americans were still trapped doing forced labor in abusive conditions. Some were stuck in unfair farming contracts, and others were arrested, often on flimsy charges, then sold to industries that needed workers. Many of these leased convicts ended up working in coal mines, where about one in 20 workers would die each year.

It was dangerous to stay in Alabama, but it was also dangerous to leave. Derek’s great-granddad used to tell a story about one scary encounter that happened while he was traveling to Kentucky. As Karida understands it, “he was unsure if they were going to kill him right there.”

Karida has heard the story a number of times, and she shared with me a recording of Cynthia Harrington, a daughter of Derek’s great-granddad, recalling how her dad used to tell the story:

“He used to get drunk, and he basically told us the same story, about how he hoboed — we call it hitchhike —  from Alabama because he heard about the jobs in the mines. He was walking and these white men saw him. They said, hey n—-, where you going? So he told them that he was going to Kentucky to get a job. They said, we heard that n—- can preach, so they said to him, n—- preach…. he said he had to do it because he was a little ‘fraid, and after he preached they said well we heard n—– like to dance, they said, n—– dance…. . And once he danced, and they taunted him some more and let him go… that’s what happened, so he used to tell us this story when he got drunk.” 

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Cycles of Boom and Bust

In Lynch, Derek’s great-granddad started a large family —  14 kids, including Derek’s grandma (who asked that I not use her name). There was decent-paying work for a while, but then the coal industry hit a bump due to some forces that might sound familiar to people watching today’s coal downturn. Coal was losing ground to competition from another fossil fuel, and coal miners were being replaced by fancy new mining machines.

Karida Brown said that by the mid-1940s, “the country is transitioning its dependence from coal to oil, and the mining industry began to mechanize heavily. There was not such a need for all of that manual labor. As quickly as they pulled these people in, they shut them out. I know in the case of Lynch, that African-Americans were the first to be cut out of the labor economy.” 

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Derek’s cousin Karida Brown

Many folks in Lynch moved away. Karida Brown told me that Harlan County lost 70 percent of its African-American population between 1940 and 1970. “That is an extreme outmigration.”

Derek’s grandma was part of that wave of people who left Lynch. She followed some of her older siblings to New York City. There she met her husband, Derek’s granddad, who’d come from Trinidad. Then in the 70’s,  her husband lost his job, just as the coal industry started to bounce back. Mines in Harlan County were hiring again, and Derek’s grandma wanted to get her kids away from the Heroin epidemic that had arrived in New York. So, they moved to Lynch.

“When drugs started getting bad,” she said, “I came back to raise my kids. And I’ve been here ever since.”

Derek’s grandma actually worked in the mines, too, for a year around 1979 —  partly because she wanted to see what it was like, and partly because her husband had told her not to.

“He would always tell me, ‘You ain’t going in no mine!’ so I went in there. I worked close to a year on a beltline, and I enjoyed it, it really paid good. But I needed to be home, that’s my job — be home with kids.” 

This boom, like the last one, turned into a bust, and once again, many folks in Lynch moved away. Among them was Derek’s mom, Katina Akal.

“When the coal mine shut down here,” she told me, “everybody had no choice but to move.”

Katina and Derek

After high school, Katina Akal moved to Lexington, where she attended the University of Kentucky, but she dropped out after she gave birth Derek. She sent Derek back to live with her mom in Lynch because, she said, she was working nights and didn’t have anyone in Lexington who could watch him.

Katina Akal says she stayed in Lexington for about 10 years, when she had her second son, “I decided to come back home, and —  best decision I ever made.”

At first, she got a job at a factory. Then she went back to school, and she’s now managed to get a job close to home that she loves, as a counselor working with at-risk youth. “I feel like this is what I was meant to do,” Katina Akal said.

Many Only Come Back to Visit 

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Lynch, KY

Derek’s mom and grandma both found their way back to Lynch, but they were the exception. Katina Akal told me that in their neighborhood, it used to be that every house had someone living it. These days, she said, “You live here then there’s three houses empty. There’s the next house then there’s three houses empty. It’s just terrible now.”

Derek’s cousin Karida Brown is from one of those branches of the family that didn’t move back. She grew up in New York on Long Island, but her family visited Lynch at least once a year, and Karida thought it was a magical place.  She told me that, because the town had been segregated, “all I knew was that it was this black world. I thought everyone was black. Not only Lynch, but all Appalachia in my mind was black.”

Where Derek Grew Up

When out-of-town folks would visit, Karida and the rest of the family often ended up gathering at the house that Derek lives in with his grandma and his mom.

“The best food is going to be there. The biggest laughs,” Karida said.

The house, she said, is also iconic because it’s at the same intersection as two of Lynch’s most iconic locations. Across the street to one side is a big, grassy field tucked behind chain-link fence —  the ballpark, which Karida says is “where everything went down.”

Across the street, on the other side of Derek’s house, is a big brick building engraved with the words Lynch Colored School.

“Up until 1963, the schools were racially segregated in Harlan County and it was the premier black school,” Karida said. “And the building is now owned by the Eastern Kentucky Social Club, so that building has so much symbolic meaning to the black community and it’s still a gathering place.”

Because the social club is so symbolic, it has sometimes been a target. Derek told me a story that his granddad used to tell him, about an event that’s something of a town legend. About 40 years ago, members of the KKK threatened to come into Lynch and tear down the social club. Derek remembers his granddad told him “everybody was sitting there  ready on their houses, guns out, loaded up, ready for them to show up.”

Derek told me can really picture the  scene: “My granddad just pointing his gun ready for something to happen, but you know they never showed up, so.”

Dereks says he thinks that his community has a reputation that “people around here don’t play around.”

He said he feels like the reputation helps to keep the community safe. 

“I believe that there’s some racist people around here,” he said.  “But they’re not brave enough to show up in Lynch, because Lynch has a history.”

‘Fight For My Life’

Lynch’s reputation has made Derek feel safer, but the reputation alone hasn’t always been enough to keep Derek safe. Derek told me a story about one time when he had to fight for his life.

As Derek told the story, it was 2015, and he was at a house party with the girl he was dating at the time. He was underage, and also a designated driver, so he wasn’t drinking.

After Derek’s girlfriend got into an argument with her sister, she left the party and started walking up the hill nearby. Derek followed behind her, and then, he remembers “there were these guys jogging behind me, just screaming the n-word like crazy.”

Derek says one of the guys had a knife on him, and flicked it out. “He just sitting there holding it, just looking at me. My life flashed before my eyes, I was like, ‘These guys are probably gonna try to kill me or something, so I’m probably have to fight for my life.’ ”

Derek remembers he looked at his girlfriend and saw her shaking. He says he felt like he was fighting for both of their lives. “I was just ready to go.”

First, Derek says he punched the guy holding the knife. “Boom. Knocked him out first hit.”

The other guy, Derek says, punched him, but he didn’t even feel it because he was in a full adrenaline rush. Derek kept fighting back.

“Boom, knocked him out. Next thing you know, the guy with the knife, I kept going after him, started beating him half to death, you know, going crazy, beating up these two dudes. You know it looked like I’d just basically liked killed ‘em, you know,  two bodies on the ground, that’s what it looked like.”

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Derek Akal

The Next Morning

Derek told me, he came home around 7 in the morning. “I had a blue hoody on, and I had blood all over my hoody, my pants, the white part of my shoes, all around here was covered in blood.”

Later that day, Derek says he got a phone call from the police. “They were like man, you probably have to go to jail for assault or almost attempted murder because the guy that had that knife apparently had a really bad concussion.”

So, Derek told the police what had happened.

“I was like listen dude, he had a knife on him, so I’m fighting for my life.  You know he could’ve stabbed me in my neck or something, and I wouldn’t be here, you know.”

The police, Derek says, dropped the charges and asked if he wanted to press charges against the guys who attacked him. Derek said no.

“You know, I felt bad for what I did.”

Derek says the fact that he almost killed someone spread quickly.

“That was like the biggest talk for like almost three months, and usually l didn’t like step out the house,” he said. “I was so embarrassed at what I’d done to that man. I broke his jaw in two different places, and fractured his skull with the kick that I gave him.”

Two months after the fight, Derek says he went to another house party, and ran into the guy who’d pulled a knife —  the guy he’d nearly killed.

“He had scars all over his face, he had one scar on his forehead. He came up to me and he was like, ‘Man I’m really sorry for what happened. I was drunk. You really beat me up, and you made me realize, I don’t need to be doing that.’ ”

Derek said he forgave him, and asked for forgiveness in return. Then, they hugged. “Me and those guys we’re cool now, so everything’s cool.”

Toward Leaving

I asked Derek if that experience had made him feel less comfortable in Harlan County, or had pushed him more toward wanting to leave.

He didn’t seem totally sure how much it had affected his thinking.

“I mean — it can happen anywhere…. I was so friendly with everybody around here, I didn’t think it would happen toward me but it did… It didn’t push me to move, but it did push me to start looking somewhere else.”

Looking turned into planning, and then one morning, planning turned into action.

“I walked downstairs, had my bags and stuff, I told my family, ‘I’m going to the beach. I’m going to California.’”

Derek doesn’t have a car, or an airplane ticket. How is he planning to get to California? Will he find more opportunities, or more of the same struggles? Find out next time, as we continue to follow Derek Akal’s struggle to stay.

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